Showing posts with label Shin's thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Shin's thoughts. Show all posts

Monday, October 12, 2009



You know me well, I do love you with all my heart.
How many time I've stopped you from hurting yourself,
you knew that it is another way of hurting me, don’t you?
Hold me like you will never let go.

Every day the opportunity exists to change your life.
But most days, the idea of having to change the big things in life
just seems like too much work.
Should I lie on the couch and watch dramas,
or should I confront my personal demons?
I am going to forget the fact that
you are taking me for granted.
You got to fight to get it back again.

Loves,
Jean; Shin

Friday, September 25, 2009


Again, I am all alone here.
You told me you love me, you will be there for me, didn’t you?
I am tired, why cant you just hold me?
Stop leaving me alone, the feeling of being left out kills.
There is no worse feeling then that of being unwanted and left out.
Back on stage where I belong, the facts remain I dont belong here.

Loves,
Jean; Shin

Wednesday, September 2, 2009


Missing someone gets easier every day,
because even though it's one day further
from the last time you saw each other,
it's one day closer to the next time you will.

An English professor wrote these words
"A woman without her man is nothing"
on the chalkboard and asked his students
to punctuate it correctly.
All of the males in the class wrote:
"A woman, without her man, is nothing."

All the females in the class wrote:
"A woman: without her, man is nothing."

Bii, a woman, without her man, is nothing.

Loves,
Jean; Shin

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Understanding girlfriend, am I?


You asked,' What's the difference of needing someone and loving someone?'
I guess you're just needing me instead of loving me,
you want someone to be there.

You're the best thing summer gave me,
better than silence and no school, no curfew and no rules.
I was the last thing you expected to become part of your life.

Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other,
but in looking outward together in the same direction.

I don't know exactly what I was waiting for,
but every moment that I'm with you feels
like everything I've been waiting for.


I love you, Justin Tan.
Random enough? We're fine.

Fck the bitchy ex!


Loves,
Jean; Shin

Friday, August 14, 2009

You're mine

Mine.


Sweetheart,

I want you to hold me tight, so that I could listen to your breathe,

I do wish to watch meteor shower with you, and wish upon the star that you’re mine forever,
I’ll support you no matter what as I know you would never want to let me down.


My meteor, my love.


Loves,
Jean; Shin

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Do I dazzle you?



Bii, I promised that I won’t leave you.

You caught me. I guess that, like, makes you my hero.

Warmest Regards,
Jean; Shin

Friday, August 7, 2009

Who says you're the one missing me?

Note to the boyfriend, I miss you.

I love you. Not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday,
right now - at this very moment.
I realized something, I need you.
I trust you. I admire you. I want you,
and you can be wrong a lot of the time, and we can fight
and get mad at each other, but nothing,
nothing in this world can change the fact that I love you.

Mr. JessChaiChenShin missing JessChai.
You crushed my dreams of being Mrs. Tan. =(
Haha. Arent you my dear? Mrs. Tan.

Ms. JustinTanJinSheng loves JustinTanJinSheng.

Loves,
Jean; Shin

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

In terms of two

I am no longer important.
If you leave me now, you'll take away the biggest part of me.
Wounded heart, that's what I am having.


Warmest Regards,
Jean; Shin



Tuesday, August 4, 2009

I can feel you

I like it when you call me and ask if
I'll fall asleep on the phone with you,
just so we can fall asleep together.


Everything seems more wonderful when I'm with you.

Loves,
Jean; Shin

Bliss

The boyfriend of mine is so cute.

Promises are meant to be kept. =)

Random enough?

Loves,
Jean; Shin

Monday, August 3, 2009

I will be there, I promised you

Boy, tell me you love me, will you?

You made my day. Thanks for coming over.


You are my drugs, told ya, I am addicted.

Loves,
Jean; Shin

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Justin Tan Jin Sheng


He is someone who's willing to do anything for me,
Someone who sacrifices anything just to please me,
Someone who tells me that I smell like milk,
Someone who re-reads my posts over and over,
Someone who cares about me more than anyone does,
Someone who loves me thou I hurt him again and again.
Someone who tells me that I am pretty thou I looked fugly,
But he says that I am fat. Wtf.

I used to tell everyone that I lost my ability to love, I laughed at people still in love, who trusted someone's words, he changed my mind.

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength;

loving someone deeply gives you courage.

Papa, I love you. The sun that breaks my storm, thanks for everything. You make me feel like a princess, the precious one.

The most important thing, he says he loves me and he means it.
Perhaps it's time to finally let someone love her tender…

Loves,
Jean; Shin