Monday, November 9, 2009

3 and still going strong

90+ days passed and its like just a blink of eye. Time flies when we're together.
There are many up and down, small argument to watching drama and smile together. We got through all. Every down makes us stronger, appreciate each other more, and even care bout each other more. There is no short cut in building a strong bond between two, it takes true heart, sweat and some tears to get to this stage. This is not a game, as there wont be ' Continue? please insert a coin.' Nothing should be taken for granted. The love we share are true, it may not be as perfect as a fairytale but it can be as beautiful as one. Arguments do occur, but most are because we care for each other. Thanks for reminding me of my mistakes and wrongs. Thanks for giving me time and chances to 'membetulkannya'. And of course i do want to do great.

Baby shin, if you can be my eye, you can see how beautiful and perfect you are. Your smile is so sweet that it makes a cotton candy tasteless. I appreciate every moment, every little details. Thanks for the surprises you gave me for our 3 months. There are many obstacles , memories , or even surprises awaits us. I believe we can go through it , because you know the hardest thing that happened to us before didn't affect us , not even a little. We stayed strong for each other, comfort each other. I may not have the power to create or predict the future; to make you stay when things is bad, but i know as long as i love you, as how you love me too, we'll face the future together and happiness will flood us.

I caused you pains because of my wrongs, you forgave me and keep believing in me. I won't let it happen anymore, i'll try to keep the sad things out from our world and only invite happiness in.

I'll stay by you no matter what. Happy 3 months my dear. Many more to go =)

Thanks for everything for the past 3 months,
All the surprises, the laughter and the moment we shared.
Hopefully the princess of my heart will be happy all the times.

i love you JessChaiChenShin.

Justintan

Monday, October 19, 2009

I cant explain the feeling i have for you
any words I say or actions I do
Cant explain the feeling
I don't know if you can really see it or understand it
That you mean everything to me

Your the one I've been looking for
And now I've got you I wont look anymore and of course I don't want to lose you
I'll stay by you, wont make you upset
Because I don't want what we have to die

whenever I see you my heart beats fast
Like it does now, I hope this feeling lasts
I cant imagine not wanting to see your face
Or that being without you will be my better place
because being with you is all i want.

If I'm upset or feeling alone
I think of you
Happiness and smiles is all because of you
I know this is real love not a puppy love thing

I cant wait to spend each day together
I cant wait till you say me and you is forever
I love you, I'll keep saying it so you'll understand one day
Your my one and only love, its forever you and me.

Monday, October 12, 2009



You know me well, I do love you with all my heart.
How many time I've stopped you from hurting yourself,
you knew that it is another way of hurting me, don’t you?
Hold me like you will never let go.

Every day the opportunity exists to change your life.
But most days, the idea of having to change the big things in life
just seems like too much work.
Should I lie on the couch and watch dramas,
or should I confront my personal demons?
I am going to forget the fact that
you are taking me for granted.
You got to fight to get it back again.

Loves,
Jean; Shin

Friday, October 2, 2009

Happy 2 months dear.

Its quite weird to say its 2 months , coz feelings let u think thats its more than 2 months.
Everything seem so fresh, the feelings get deeper as second passes.

Baby, you mean the world to me. I'll try to bring u as much happiness as possible. I'll never give up on u and us. You're my girlfriend, my wifey. I love you and i will always be here for you.
Times i wanted to hug you and tell you how important you're to me, but everytime i failed, the smile on your face and looking into your eye left me speechless. how lucky i am to have you. Then i'll keep quiet, hug you tightly & a smile appear on my face too. Just want to appreciate the moment with you.

Life may not be simple, there will always be up & down, but do not be worry, because no matter up or down, left or right, i'll stand with you, side by side and go through it. Nothing can stand in our way. Don't forget the bond we're having between us, the bond is called love.

i love you , jesschaichenshin.

Loving u always,

Justintanjinsheng

Sunday, September 27, 2009

The perfect girl

Never though we will do so many things together, but we did.
It just makes the picture of us a nicer one.
Went to the briefing for Run For the Nation with the gf.
We went jogging together the next day.
Although quite tiring, but the tiredness makes everything even more memorable.

Baby,
in my world, my heart, you're the one and only one that exist. No one,nor things can replace you.
You're precious to me if not to everyone, and i promised that i gonna takecare of you with my life. i never want you to risk anything about u including ur health dear. i need you, much more than u ever thought.

Goodnite my princess,
I Love You.

Friday, September 25, 2009


Again, I am all alone here.
You told me you love me, you will be there for me, didn’t you?
I am tired, why cant you just hold me?
Stop leaving me alone, the feeling of being left out kills.
There is no worse feeling then that of being unwanted and left out.
Back on stage where I belong, the facts remain I dont belong here.

Loves,
Jean; Shin

Friday, September 18, 2009

Spot That?? =)

The Girlfriend is currently @ hongkong.
Baby, come back and i'm gonna hug u till u cant breathe.

Although we are so far apart now, my heart is with you. Can you the the bright star that i am seeing now?

i Miss you so much.

You're number one in my heart,
i love you so much that its so hard for me to past one day without u.

Takecare while u're there baby,
Make sure u bring my princess back!

Am waiting for you!

Muackz & love

Sunday, September 6, 2009

2-9-09

1 month together. Many more to come ! =)

Baby, if one day u do forget my name, its okay, just call me yours.

I may not be able to be at your side 24 hours a day, but i do think of you every second that i live.
I've waited all my life to find someone like you.
I want to be there to hold your hand and shield you from any troubles that come your way.

Dear,

I love you.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009


Missing someone gets easier every day,
because even though it's one day further
from the last time you saw each other,
it's one day closer to the next time you will.

An English professor wrote these words
"A woman without her man is nothing"
on the chalkboard and asked his students
to punctuate it correctly.
All of the males in the class wrote:
"A woman, without her man, is nothing."

All the females in the class wrote:
"A woman: without her, man is nothing."

Bii, a woman, without her man, is nothing.

Loves,
Jean; Shin

Tuesday, September 1, 2009


The girlfriend is the best!
We spent the whole day thinking , dreaming, loving, missing each other. Am i right baby?

I love you, Thanks for making my dreams come true.

I'll do whatever i can to make u smile.
Baby, u're precious to me.

I cant get my eyes off u, i cant get u off my mind, and i dont mind cause i love you .
Cant wait to see you, been almost 3 days since i last see you.

Gonna Hug you baby,

Ciao.

i love you , JESSCHAICHENSHIN!!!

Monday, August 24, 2009


Our 1st official movie together =)

I love you for the part of me that you bring out.

U make me smile even though i'm mad, sad or tired.

You're a world to me, a world that was never born until you arrived, it is by meeting u that this new world is born.

Let me hug you, and see u fall asleep with my arms around you. whispering into your ears, telling you everything is going to be okay, cause i'll be here with you.

Girl,

i love you.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Understanding girlfriend, am I?


You asked,' What's the difference of needing someone and loving someone?'
I guess you're just needing me instead of loving me,
you want someone to be there.

You're the best thing summer gave me,
better than silence and no school, no curfew and no rules.
I was the last thing you expected to become part of your life.

Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other,
but in looking outward together in the same direction.

I don't know exactly what I was waiting for,
but every moment that I'm with you feels
like everything I've been waiting for.


I love you, Justin Tan.
Random enough? We're fine.

Fck the bitchy ex!


Loves,
Jean; Shin

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Baby,
Time spent with u is so beautiful and perfect.
Every morning when i wake up , i still pinch myself to check if im dreaming.
I'm with the girl that i love, and she love me too!

We're gonna have many memories together, sweet and happy ones.
I'm so lucky to have u baby.
Let me wrap my arms around you, hold your hands and walk around. Everything around me doesnt catch my attention cause i'm so into you.

I truely love you baby,
and i'm missing u badly.

Takecare Princess.
hugs

Monday, August 17, 2009


This is our fairytale.

Times spent together are happy moment.

I'll wrap my arms around u, walk with you no matter what lies ahead.

Everything is so beautiful.

I love you dear,

takecare alright? get well soon.

HUGsssssssss

Friday, August 14, 2009

You're mine

Mine.


Sweetheart,

I want you to hold me tight, so that I could listen to your breathe,

I do wish to watch meteor shower with you, and wish upon the star that you’re mine forever,
I’ll support you no matter what as I know you would never want to let me down.


My meteor, my love.


Loves,
Jean; Shin

Thursday, August 13, 2009

She's the one;

who calls me and ask where are you/ what u doing / , just to hear your voice.
who tells me there wont be star when she wants to see it badly, just so i will stay at home and be a good boy listen to parents.
who helps me whenever i needs help , she doesnt think twice
who support me always,
Because
she trust me and love me with all her help.

You're so perfect baby.
You're my one and only,
i dont want to disappoint u no more.
i love you to be happy,
i love to see u smile with me .
baby, we are one
me holding ur hand, walking this road , even if the journey ahead may have obstacles or problem, i believe, i strongly do believe we can pass thru anything as the love we share are stronger than anything else.

bi,
im yours.

sleeptight dear,
am heading to uni now.

Hugs!!!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I'm willing to give u my happiness to double your happiness.
My heart beat the same as yours,
My earth will be a tomb if you're not here with me,
My life is so beautiful because u shine in my heart, my eye.

You're the only reason that i get up everyday,
You're the only one to have the key to my heart,
You're like a treasure to me, i never want to lose you.

I love you,
I miss you.
I am thinking of you.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Do I dazzle you?



Bii, I promised that I won’t leave you.

You caught me. I guess that, like, makes you my hero.

Warmest Regards,
Jean; Shin

Friday, August 7, 2009

Who says you're the one missing me?

Note to the boyfriend, I miss you.

I love you. Not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday,
right now - at this very moment.
I realized something, I need you.
I trust you. I admire you. I want you,
and you can be wrong a lot of the time, and we can fight
and get mad at each other, but nothing,
nothing in this world can change the fact that I love you.

Mr. JessChaiChenShin missing JessChai.
You crushed my dreams of being Mrs. Tan. =(
Haha. Arent you my dear? Mrs. Tan.

Ms. JustinTanJinSheng loves JustinTanJinSheng.

Loves,
Jean; Shin

Wednesday, August 5, 2009


Thanks dear for the wallet.
I was left speechless .
Dint see it coming.
i like it!

you're everything to me.
I am, i will , always be right at your side.
You're my princess, my life.
i love to keep u in my arm and talk to u.
look at u while u sleeping, telling myself how lucky i am to have u.
i really am lucky. =)

i mean it .
i love you.

Adios.

In terms of two

I am no longer important.
If you leave me now, you'll take away the biggest part of me.
Wounded heart, that's what I am having.


Warmest Regards,
Jean; Shin



Tuesday, August 4, 2009

I can feel you

I like it when you call me and ask if
I'll fall asleep on the phone with you,
just so we can fall asleep together.


Everything seems more wonderful when I'm with you.

Loves,
Jean; Shin
She is presh.
The princess whose smile is the sweetest thing on earth.
makes my heart beat every second;
the mind think of hers all the time.

Yes, how much i wish i had the power to freeze the time.
I'm gonna be here with her no matter what happens.
She's like the blood in my body;
She's like the rainbow to me,
so beautiful and so precious.
Even winning a lottery of billions billions billions dollar doesn't make me feel as lucky as having her with me.

She is JessChaiChenShin,
I love Her.

Ciao,
Justintan

Bliss

The boyfriend of mine is so cute.

Promises are meant to be kept. =)

Random enough?

Loves,
Jean; Shin

Monday, August 3, 2009

How much i wish i could freeze the time, just holding you , seeing u sleep.

i love you.

i miss you.

i'll try my absolutely best to give you the best.

My princess.

By,
Justin.

I will be there, I promised you

Boy, tell me you love me, will you?

You made my day. Thanks for coming over.


You are my drugs, told ya, I am addicted.

Loves,
Jean; Shin

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Justin Tan Jin Sheng


He is someone who's willing to do anything for me,
Someone who sacrifices anything just to please me,
Someone who tells me that I smell like milk,
Someone who re-reads my posts over and over,
Someone who cares about me more than anyone does,
Someone who loves me thou I hurt him again and again.
Someone who tells me that I am pretty thou I looked fugly,
But he says that I am fat. Wtf.

I used to tell everyone that I lost my ability to love, I laughed at people still in love, who trusted someone's words, he changed my mind.

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength;

loving someone deeply gives you courage.

Papa, I love you. The sun that breaks my storm, thanks for everything. You make me feel like a princess, the precious one.

The most important thing, he says he loves me and he means it.
Perhaps it's time to finally let someone love her tender…

Loves,
Jean; Shin